Day 139 - will I ever get this right again?

OK, so I feel like all I ever do now is screw this program up.  UGH!!

Breakfast: smoothie (I forgot oats @ the store yesterday)
Snack: none
Lunch: corn, grilled chicken and peas
Snack: zeke w/ PB
Dinner: grilled chicken, green beans and peas

I know I have consistently jacked this up.  I'm supposed to start my new program tomorrow, only to discover that somehow I screwed up my last moves and didn't even know it for 6 weeks....wonderful....right?? AHHHHH!!!!

I really wish I was already skinny and all of this was over! Again, probably hormones talking!

Day 138 - loooong day

Woke up early this morning to get the door taken care of! BIG THANKS to Cory Flatt who did a BEAUTIFUL repair job!

Breakfast: missed
Snack: missed
Lunch: beans, grilled chicken, green beans and mashed potato
Snack: missed
Dinner: cucumbers, cookie, carrots, bean dip

Yep! ALL JACKED!! I was in a see-food mood.

Day 137 - JACKED

Well yesterday was JACKED to say the least. 

Breakfast: missed
Snack: missed
Lunch: grilled chicken, green beans and mashed potato
Snack: smoothie
Dinner: chicken and veggie eggroll

The end!

Day 136 - DEAR LORD JESUS!!

Well, I have to say that God truly protected our family today! We had someone attempt to break into our home and they busted the entire door-frame to our front door! One more gentle shove (as proved by the officer) and they would've been in! Unfortunately, it's been an expensive lesson for us! To the tune of over $1,500 with the new security system and door. Dang criminal minds! At least I know God will get them for me!

Breakfast: oats & PB
Snack: smoothie (which tasted EXTRA good today)
Lunch: chicken, tomatoes, cucumbers, corn and potato
Snack: turkey patty, strawberries and almonds
Dinner: spaghetti sauce and 1/2 avocado

My tattoo appointment had to be rescheduled today for obvious reasons.  And after I was able to get that taken care of, along with alarm and door stuff worked out....WHEW.....I finished the logo for my new little side business! Hope you guys like it! It's taken 2 days to get it EXACTLY how I wanted it without my photoshop! LOL! I curse you Microsoft paint!

Day 66 - I am EXHAUSTED!!

OK, so it has been a looooong week from you know where!  If any of you who are close to me are ready to disown me at this point.....I do not blame you! I'm ready to disown myself! I have just been ILL! It's been exhausting.  With that said, Lord willing I would like for tomorrow to be a better day! 

Food:
Breakfast: smoothie
Snack: turkey
Lunch: missed
Snack: missed
Dinner: 1 roma tomato, green beans, hamburger patty cut up.

My arm is SO STINKING SORE b/c my son kicked me in the shoulder and in the arm today during one of his famous fits! And for a 64 pound 6 year old.....he hits like a man! Of all the "scuffs" I've ever been in, my son is the worst!  And my head is POUNDING from my blood pressure shooting through the roof while wrestling the bull ~ DEAR LORD!

My cardio workout went well tonight, I did the treadmill, and I maintained my speed at 3 MPH, however my incline was up to a 7! I am still working hard trying to restore my computer b/c apparently the hard drive has crashed! LOVELY - and it's 3 months out of warranty (aggrivating)!

My trainer gave me some GREAT advice tonight via text.....LOVE, LOVE, LOVE her encouragement...and lo and behold she was right ;) (Inside joke.....sorry)  And Nikki, thanks for listening to my whining, crying and other all-out complaining this morning.  I'm sorry!  Working on what we talked about!