Day 70 - OK - I AM ABOUT TO SCREEEEAM

I am SO tired of trying to fix this stupid computer! NOTHING is working properly!  I have done a system restore before....this should NOT be this difficult! UGH! I swear it's worth the $200 to just buy a new one! I just need to recover my passwords! :(

Gym tonight was.....good I guess.  I DID NOT want to be there.  However, I ran into Rhonda and Aida who were my little cheerleaders. 

Today has been a looooooooong day which has led to me feeling "weepy" tonight! I feel tired, I have 2 loads of laundry....already.....had to cook dinner.....blah...blah....blah....I know! Yes, matter of fact, I would LOVE some cheese with my whine!

Breakfast: smoothie
Snack:MISSED
Lunch: chicken, rice, greenbeans, salad, zeke & PB and grapes
Snack: turkey and plum
Dinner: grilled burger, peas and baked pot (small....very small)

And I ate a hand-full of sweet tarts (10 or so, Valentine's hearts).....I know.....and I don't care!  Any further questions??

I feel like I am drowning, I am trying to do waaaaaay to much on my own, and can't accomplish or complete any of it! I have never felt so disorganized in my life! UGH!

I am an in-control type of girl, and this is not going my way!  Somethings gotta give.....or something's got to go!